Tired

It's been a long time since I've posted - and a heap of things have happened to me. I can't possibly go through all of them for whoever reads this, because the whole situation is, for lack of a better word, complex.

So August, right? To make a long story short, I got way too caught up in the moment. I was in love with the idea of someone, mysterious and attractive, falling in love with me. I was in love with the idea of them being my own. But I failed to see everything that was wrong with the situation.

The funny thing is, when I was taken out of said situation, as abruptly as it may have happened, I found myself falling into the same pattern. Feeling exactly the same as I did 2 months prior. He's so gorgeous, I really hope he knows it. To be honest, I don't think I have a chance. But its not going to stop me from contemplating the possibility....

So I'm in a bit of a weird transition-type mode at the moment, I don't really know what to make of it all. But I'm hopeful.

Peace and Love.