Distracted.

Isn't it funny when someone in your life can become so much more significant in the space of a few days. When they can drive you to distraction from almost every thing else around you, just because you want to get to know every little thing about them, and they want to know every little thing about you.

I'm not sure if it happens with anyone else, but it happens with me a fair bit - I think I tend to be pretty guarded, and can know someone for a while, and not really know them until they let their guard down too.

Not just in the lovey-dovey-mushy way, but more importantly, in friendship. Having good friends and really 'knowing' them is so important to me. Letting down my guard is the best thing I've ever done for myself in that respect. I want to feel comfortable talking about the good, bad and ugly stuff with my friends without thinking they're going to judge me!! Really, we're I'm at right now with the nature of my friendships is exponentially better than high school. A lot of my friends are the same - we just connect on a better level, to put it lamely.

To be honest though, I think I'm changing. I'm working on the whole 'Fearless' thing, in both the friendship and 'extra special' friendship stakes. And it's scary - but I really, really like it.

Peace and Love.